Mi estado de Animo del dia

Chaos! Fixing everything!

martes, marzo 14, 2017

You are Fake

So you are complete sure than everyone in the world is going to like you. Because you are very good manipulating people. You can fool everyone else, but not me. I can see throught you, I can see and I can feel the empty, You are very hurt inside of your mind.

I'm sorry, I offer you free love, with nothing in exchange, but I was wrong! That's absurd! Ridiculous! Why would I give something so valuable to a person like you... You don't have anything to offer to this world. I can't give free love, I'm broken.

I'm an sociopath too, I'm not scare of you, I play your game and now it's over. The really shame part is admit I was fooled with your tricks, now, how I am going to tell to my family than you are only a fake person.

Maybe I can be pourly expresive. But my feelings are very real. You are empty! You and your dark deepness are a big and real monster. I hope some day you can change your mind, because if you continue in this way, you will never be happy.

Sometimes I have fear to hurt people, you don't have that fear. I'm a robot, but you are a dispecable creature. Yes, I though I can fix you... And I will be there, waiting for you, if you want to make better.

I will not play your game anymore, I am real.

sábado, marzo 11, 2017

Don't scare me

I have fear.

I feel unsecure.

I have fear of fail, of don't be enough.

I'm not ready.

I only have a plan, but I don't know how I gonna make it.

I hate the situations, where i don't have the control.

I don't want to fail.

I'm scare.

Why I am so coward?!

All that insecurities around me.

I don't know if my decisions are the right ones.

Probably I will have many mistakes.

I feel lost.

Don't make me feel I am wrong.

Don't say me what I have not to do.

Don't scare me.