Yes, i'm back with another self-debate.
At this moment, i'm a big failure for me (others don't matter), so i was thinking, we hear a lot about take chances and oportunities, and how we lose it cause the time doesn't wait anyone.
It's late, you lost your oportunity of your life, and everyone knows that you are a looser if you don't even tried. So there i am, with a big depression and i still complain about my way to life.
No, it's no late for a change in my life, i can learn new stuff, i can meet new people, and i can live like only me know. Only need a little push to start a new project, only need to remeber how i am, and why all the people say those words: "Cause you are..."
It's late, maybe... But not that all... Yes, i am getting old and my brain is going to down his perfomance (yes, for me is an "he"), but i can try to fight with that, i cann't live thinking that i don't made all i can. I need to be smart, that's my thing... and be funny... (yeah... we're going to work with that later).
I need to do a lot of stuff, and everytime i see other people proud of his steem, i feel sick, cause i hate that narcisism, but the real thing is i feel jelous of his perfect life (their life of lies... but in their world, is perfect), i can feel that way, i never will be enought for me (i blame my parents for that) so, i need to keep trying.
It's late and i lost a lot of oportunities, but... i have enought time to recover myself. I need to be me, and i want it because that is my proud, the only important thing for my little brain and my unfullness life.
Time to change.
