I always think be nice with people was enough to have their attention, and maybe with that, somebody likes me. But the people don't care, they need more! Because never is enough.
First at all, you need topics to talk with people, because always are talking about themselves and that is why you continuously need something to say.
I'm boring, because my adventures occur in my mind or in my computer. I always trying to learn new things from the magic world of Internet, and sometimes I'am losing the time in there. But I really don't care go outside and talk with people, if I can learn stuff in my place. Therefore I don't take courses, I don't go to schools... And that is a big problem because, people love meet new people in that kind of place. What a tragedy...
On the other hand, I'm very ok, with my lifestyle... The problem is when i try to meet new people, who don't know me, and thinks than i am like the others... So uncomfortable... Also i think they need the same kind of people to enjoy... Maybe that is the problem, I don't know where is my place in this world... I am so weird.
Why people? Why can you explore new thinking forms? Why are you so closed minds?
I believe i struggle too much... I should search people whom appraise me.
But how can i meet that people? If i can't meet new people? Man, that is so confused... Or maybe not.
Maybe i only need to go outside and meet many different people and experiment until meet the correct people for me... although the problem is i am very "clingy" and that demands me part of my memory and therefore my feelings.
People! please don't hurt me. Be honest and don't talk to me if you don't want a person who really care about you. Stay away and don't be nice with me because i grow so fond with nice people and i am constantly going to try to be nice with you.
I need a manual about how to make friends and, at the same time, don't care about them.
I need to be more interesting for people so... I need to go outside more often.... And I need a new hobbie... something to force me to meet new people... I need to be more tolerant with new people...
My opinions appear to be not enought... Do you believe than i need make more and think less ? That sounds hard!!
My ideas and my speed processor should be acceptable. I don't know.... Life doesn't have sense.
