I recently have so many thinks about what i feel...
How could i know if my feelings are real. If I think they are real, is that a good argue to say they are real?
I really want to believe that your feelings about me are special, but that's only a thing in my mind. The real problem is: Who could i know if you have feelings for me? And how could i know if that feelings are real? I think what i feel is real... But are they real?
The feelings are only a mix of brain signals and hormones, in theory i can control the brain signals but the hormones depend of multiple factors. Maybe are only sensor responses (engineer stuff)... And that means the response is linked to the experiences, the memories...
But if the feelings are just chemistry... When the reaction is over, what's left is real? Or throughout the hormones are present, those feelings are real.
If you feel something sometime, are that some-feeling real? or just some real? Are my thoughts real just because they are mine?
What if a believe you have feelings about me, and you actually don't have any of them. If i believe those are real, are those real?
And what happend if you tell me about your feeling, and you lie, If i believe you, are the feelings real?
If you make me feel happy, are my feelings for you real? Or i have only feelings about your actions. Thus, if i'm only a lot of memories, the people that i know are only an array of memories in my brain about them.
I think about the feelings, cause i have feelings, but i don't know anymore if they are real... Cause you don't have them or, at least, you tell me that you don't. Although the feelings are changing all the time, because people change, and that means you can change your feelings in the future...
So for me, what a i feel are not real, until i will be conscience about my feelings... And what you feel, maybe i never know the answer, only if i ask... But you give me a answer before (and i don't like it, that make it unreal?).
I can influence your environment... and... i don't know... Maybe one day you give me a different answer. Are you real with me?
